My name is Diwakaran, a 53 year old widower, living near Cochin, in the
state of Kerala, in India. I was leading a decent middle class life,
until my wife expired last year. This is my real life story. Though I am
totally ashamed of myself and my actions, I have only written this, to
make other widowers like me, aware of the dangers of loneliness and also
the dangers of staying alone with their daughters, during such times of
loneliness in life ............
My wife and I have only one daughter. Her name is Anuradha. Since she
was our only daughter, we loved her very much. We got her married and
Anuradha had a happy married life and gave birth to two children, within
the next 4 years. In a car accident, her husband passed away and my
daughter became a widow at just 22 years of age. My daughter stayed from
January 2006 with her in-laws. As they lived in a joint family it was
not very comfortable. As I lived alone, they suggested that Anuradha and
her children should come and live with me, from Deepawali onwards. At
that point, from the time my wife had expired in 2005, I had been living
all alone. For two years, there was no woman in my house. I was
depressed and frustrated at my loneliness.
I was over-joyed to have my daughter and her children staying with me. I
had a small house - one living room, two bed-rooms, kitchen and a
bath-room, with a WC. Anuradha and her children occupied one bed-room
and I slept in the other bed-room. My daughter took charge of all the
needs of the house - in terms of cooking, cleaning, washing etc. For one
month, things were fine. One day, during the 3rd week of November, when
I woke up early in the morning, I found Anuradha asleep on a mat in the
living room ! I woke her up.
I asked her, " Anu, what happened ? Why are you sleeping here ? Why are
you not sleeping on the bed, in your room, with your children ? "
She replied, " Oh Papa ! There is almost no place on the bed. Your
grand-children toss and turn and kick their legs while sleeping. It was
so disturbing, that I came here and slept "
I said, " You should have woken me up. I would have come and slept on
this mat in the living room and you could have slept on my bed, in my
bed-room "
She replied, " No Papa. That is your and my late mummy's bed. I did not
wish to be a nuisance "
I scolded her, " Anu, what is this ? You are my daughter. Though you
have become a mother of two children, yet, you are still my child. So
dont talk nonsense. From tonight, let your children use the bed in your
bed-room, you sleep on my bed and I shall come and sleep here, in the
living room. Now no arguments "
She said, " OK Papa. But, I dont want you to sleep on the floor. If you
insist that I should sleep on your bed, then I have an idea. Look Papa,
is it OK with you, if I come and sleep on your bed, along side with you ?
Afterall I am your daughter and have slept on your bed along side you,
so many times, during my child-hood "
I replied, " OK Anu, from tonight, after putting your children to sleep
in their room, you come and sleep on my bed, beside me ! Happy now ? "
She replied happily, " Yes Papa. Like old times. I can still recollect
all those nights during my child-hood, when I used to sleep next to you
and you used to tell me stories ! "
That night, after dinner, I went to my bed and lay down on one side -
leaving ample space for my daughter on the other side of the bed. For
some reason, I could not sleep and was lying wide awake on my bed, in
the darkness, as there was the usual nightly power-cut. After finishing
all her work, my young daughter put her children to sleep. The door to
my bed-room opened. I saw my daughter entering with a candle. She
glanced at me. She thought that I was asleep. So, I too pretended to be
asleep - but my eyes were slightly open, watching her. As the candle
light, was too dim, she could not see my slightly open eyes.
I had always looked upon my daughter, as a little girl. Though my
daughter was the mother of two children, it was for the first time in
the candle light, I realised that, she was a fully grown woman ! She was
beautiful. My daughter was very fair. Now with her white saree and
blouse, she looked like an angel. I could see her gorgeous breasts, from
under the palloo of her saree. When she turned, I saw her large and
firm buttocks, from under her saree. I felt my penis getting erect. I
had been without a woman for almost 2 years. Now that I was seeing a
woman in my bed-room and that too - in the semi-darkness at night - I
was getting sexually excited - though it was my own daughter ! I was
disgusted at myself ! She put off the candle, and in the darkness, came
and lay down beside me. I was awake and hoping that she would not notice
the erection under my dhoti ! I could smell her fragrance. My erection
was fully raging now. Within the next 10 minutes, I noticed that she had
fallen asleep. I turned on my side to look at her. She looked so
innocent. Though my penis was erect, I dared not touch her. I finally
fell asleep.
After 2 hours, some movement on the bed, woke me. I saw that, in her
deep sleep, Anu had turned and snuggled up close to me, like she used
to, when she was a little girl. Her voluptous body touched mine. She had
flung her left arm over me, hugging me. The only problem now was - she
was not a child. She was a fully grown attractive and voluptous woman.
And more importantly, I was a man, who had gone without a woman, for two
years. My penis was once again became erect ! My heart was beating
wildly. I started sweating ! I was frightened. She had hugged me out of a
daughter's trust and love, for her father. Not out of any sexual
feeling. I did not wish to do anything foolish. I did not wish to be an
idiot. But, no matter how much I tried, I could not control my own
sexual excitement. A war was raging within me. A war between a father's
feelings towards a daughter and a man's feelings towards a sexually
attractive woman. After some time, she came more close to me and hugged
me
more tightly.
Anuradha, now put her left leg over my legs. I could distinctly feel the
heat from her crotch, seeping through her saree, through her petticoat
and through my dhoti, directly onto my penis. Further, again in her
sleep, she caught my head with her left hand and pushed it downwards,
towards her breasts. Though I am a father and I love my daughter as a
father should, yet, I am also a man with human weaknesses. I knew that
my daughter breast fed her baby. Now that she was virtually pushing my
head towards her breasts, I did not resist. I allowed her to do so. But
after pushing my head a few inches towards her breasts, to my
disappointment, she turned. She was lying on her back with her head
turned towards me, and I could tell that she was in a deep sleep. I lost
control on my self.
I got up, crouched over her and whispered, " Anu, are you awake ? "
Eliciting no response, I gently shook her shoulder to see if she would
open her eyes. Again, no response. With my inhibitions disappearing, and
my arousal growing, I lightly caught the top of her saree palloo and
slipped it down, to reveal her young and tender breasts, covered in her
blouse. I saw she was wearing a white bra inside. Very nervously I gazed
at my daughter's body. I ran my palm very lightly over the breasts and
cupped them. I got more excited. Slowly, I un-hooked her blouse. Her
lovely breasts were visible in her bra. I lightly touched her breasts
over her bra. My hands were shaking with fear. But I still could not
control my lust. I turned her slowly to her left side. I un-hooked her
bra and turned her again on her back. The sight was incredible. My young
daughter's gorgeous breasts were perfect. They were large, round and
fleshy. My daughter had large, black and protruding nipples.
Silently, I began cupping and fondling my widowed daughter's exciting
breasts. Now, I simply could not control myself. I bent and took one of
her nipples into my mouth and started sucking upon it. Warm sweet milk
started shooting into my mouth. This was my daughter's breast milk,
meant for my grand-child. But, here I was - lustfully drinking my own
daughter's breast milk ! As I drank her milk, I got careless with lust. I
bit her nipple. Anuradha suddenly woke up. She was shocked to see her
un-hooked her bra and blouse. She was frightened to see me fondling her
breasts and sucking her nipples.
She exclaimed, " Papa ! What are you doing ? "
With shame, I replied, " I am sorry Anu, I could not control myself.
After your mother died, I have been with out a woman. Now, when you
hugged me in your sleep, I simply could not control myself. I am really
sorry ! "
Even when I was saying sorry, I kept fondling my daughter's breasts. Anu
began struggling. She tried to remove my mouth from her nipple and my
hands from her breasts.
She pleaded, " Papa, I am your own daughter. So, please do not do this "
I replied, " Anuradha, yes, I know. But, I am not able to help myself. I
must have you now ! "
She exclaimed, " No Papa. Please. Please dont do this. I am a widow. I
am the mother of your own grand-children. This is a sin. I can not face
them and myself tomorrow, if you force yourself on me, tonight "
I said, " Anu dear, please allow me - only tonight. I am desperate to
enjoy your body. Look, I have such a huge erection. Look how frustrated I
am ! Dont you love me anymore ? Dont you care for my needs ? Dont you
want your Papa to be happy ? "
She started crying and sobbed, " Papa, I have always loved you and still
love you. But not like this. I love you as a daughter. So, please leave
me now. I shall go and sleep in the living room now ! "
I was afraid that she would leave the bed and go. I was so desperate
that, I leaned on my daughter and tried to kiss her. But she turned her
face. I lowered my head over my daughter's breasts and again sought her
nipples, with my mouth. She tried to turn. My daughter began struggling
under me and tried to wriggle free, to run away. I forced myself upon
her, to crush her under my weight and keep her from running away. She
kept struggling, but, could not move from under my weight. I caught her
hands and held them above her head, while I searched for her nipples
with my mouth. I caught one erect nipple and began sucking it. My tongue
was moving over her swollen breast.
She sobbed, " Papa, please dont do this. Please leave me alone. Is what
you are doing to me, right ? Is it not a sin ? Find some other woman to
satisfy your need, Papa. I am your own daughter, afterall ! "
I replied, " I know Darling. I am ashamed. But I am unable to control my
feelings. I am excited now. I want you as a woman, tonight. I want to
touch you, feel you, caress you and fuck you ! Please dear, can we
forget that we are father and daughter for tonight ? Please ? I am so
desperate ! "
She kept struggling. I started rubbing my body all over her body. She
was loudly crying now. But I could not control myself. I caught both her
hands with my left hand and tried to put my right hand under her saree
and petticoat to touch her cunt. I kept sucking her nipples and drinking
my daughter's breast milk. She kept crying. I was trembling with desire
for my daughter's young cunt. I roughly turned her to one side and
began cupping her large buttocks through her petticoat. I began rubbing
my swollen cock, on her fleshy buttocks, through her petticoat. My
daughter understood, that there was no escape from me. She gradually
stopped crying and struggling. She lay still, allowing me to fondle her
tender body, as I wished.
Then quietly she said, " OK Papa. You want to drink my milk, from my
breasts Papa ? OK - Drink it. Just leave some for your grand-son. But
please do not have sex with me "
Saying this, my daughter thrust her nipples into my mouth. It was as if,
she was handing me, a precious, delicate gift. I roughly bit her tender
breasts, sucked upon her swollen nipples and completely drank all my
daughter's breast milk. Now, my daughter looked at me - silently.
She asked me, " Satisfied Papa ? "
I replied, " Yes Anuradha, Now, I would like to do other things too ! "
She pleaded, " No, Papa. Please, Please, Please, I beg you. Do not have
sex with me. I am your daughter. I am in my fertile period of the month.
I may get pregnant "
I replied, " No. I got to have you now. If you get pregnant, we will go
to Cochin and abort the baby. But, now I must thrust my cock into your
tight cunt. Anuradha, let me see your cunt now "
Defeatedly and reluctantly, she closed her eyes and parted her thighs.
My hand moved to her legs and began pulling up her saree. I could see
her white petticoat covering her legs. I pulled up the petticoat too,
exposing my young Anu's lovely thighs. I kissed and massaged her fair
thighs. I pulled up the saree and petticoat further, to expose her
vagina. Anu had not worn any panties. I was shocked. My daughter's young
cunt was like a thick jungle. It was completely covered and matted with
thick, pubic hair. Black, curly and silky hair. I untied the string of
her petticoat and pulled it away from her, along with her saree, leaving
her naked. She covered her face with shyness. I kneaded the fleshy
mound of her amazingly hairy cunt. I ran my fingers, now and then, all
along her crack, manipulating her labial swelling and teasing my
daughter's clitoris. She couldn't bear the sensations. She widened her
thighs and offered her cunt to my access, willingly. Then I pushed my
middle
finger into the slushiness of her crevice. My daughter lifted her
buttocks a little and fucked back at my finger, exposing her own
eagerness, shamelessly.
I now smelled my daughter's cunt. It had a strong pungent odor, which
was very erotic. I rubbed my face on her pubic hair. Then I kissed my
daughter's hairy cunt and played with her silky pubic hair. When the tip
of my tongue probed into her engorged cunt lips, a shiver of pleasure
ran through the length of her body. I started lapping at her cunt and
sucked up her honey-juices. I ran my tongue all along the labyrinths of
its inner lips and on the rim of its swollen outer lips. As time went,
waves of pleasure rippled through her body. Tossing her head, from
side-to-side, moaning and groaning, she lifted her buttocks and pushed
the gash of her cunt at my face. Suddenly my daughter convulsed. The dam
inside her cunt broke down, to bathe my tongue and mouth with the flood
of its juices. Her buttocks collapsed on the floor, but she didn't let
me go. I lapped at her cunt for some more time, till she was satisfied. I
smiled at my daughter. Out of shyness, she covered her face with
her hands. I took away her hands and kissed her tenderly. My daughter
was now still more hotter.
She shyly whispered to me, " Papa ....... Oh Papa ! "
I now spread her thighs wide apart and pushed up both her knees, to
touch on either of her shoulders. She was almost curled up and her hairy
cunt was on top. In that spread out position of her cunt, my innocent
Anu looked so vulgar, so cheap and yet - so exciting ! I placed my
throbbing cock at her little vaginal opening and began to push my
cock-head into her. As my cock began to gradually slide into her, she
began feeling uncomfortable. When I began to push my cock further, she
screamed in pain. I stopped.
I asked her, " Anu Darling, what is the matter ? Are you in pain ? "
She whimpered, " Yes, Papa, it is terribly paining. Please keep still
and dont withdraw. Just give me a moment to relax. I shall be OK and
then you can thrust your organ, fully into me "
She had tears in her eyes. I kissed her. I leaned over and sucked her
erect nipples into my mouth. After a while, when I saw that my daughter
was OK, I forcefully thrust my full organ into her tight cunt. She
screamed again. Now I began fucking her slowly. Not the big rush, that I
was in before, but with long deep strokes. Gradually, my daughter was
begining to enjoy my strokes. I started thrusting myself more faster and
deeper into her cunt. She was herself raising her buttocks and fucking
herself back, at my thrusting organ !
As I was fucking her, I asked her in lust, " Anu, is this how your
husband used to fuck you too ? "
She shyly said, " No Papa "
I said, " Tell me how he fucked you, I want to know ! "
She replied, " Papa, though Vasu was a nice husband, he had a small
penis and could not control himself. He used to ejaculate into me in 10
seconds after he put his organ into my vagina "
Now I pushed apart her thighs still further. I caught her legs with both
my arms and pushed them up over her head. My innocent daughter's tender
body was completely curled up, with ler legs over her head and her cunt
completely on top. I kept thrusting my cock into her tender and tight
cunt with speed and force. Her body was heaving up and down on the bed,
as her cunt received my cock's forceful thrusts. My daughter was
sweating heavily. She bit her lips and was allowing me, the pleasure of
her widowed body. I kept pumping my cock furiously into her hairy cunt.
I asked her vulgarly, " Anu, when your husband fucked you, did you also
raise your cunt up and fuck him back ? How many times did your husband
fuck your tight cunt daily ? "
She replied, " Yes I did. But, no Papa, not daily. He fucked me maybe
once in ten or fifteen days "
My cock was now driving into her cunt deep. Gradually, she started
moaning. Her body was being thrown up and down, with my thrusts into her
cunt. Now she started loudly moaning and biting her lips hard. I could
see that my daughter was building up towards her orgasm. I started
slamming my cock into her cunt with full force and vigour now.
Again, thrusting my strong cock into my daughter's cunt, I asked her, "
Did he manage to satisfy you and make you get your orgasm, when he
fucked you ? "
She replied, " No Papa. When my husband fucked me, as his organ was so
small, I hardly felt anything. So I almost never got an orgasm. I must
have orgasmed only maybe 6 - 7 times in our four years of marriage "
Anuradha was biting her lips and focussing on getting her orgasm now. I
slammed into her still more deeply. She wrapped her arms and thighs
around me. She fucked her vagina upwards onto my penis, with such force
and pressure, as fast as I could move. Suddenly her vaginal muscles
gripped my penis and burst with her orgasm. She moaned deeply as her
vagina, began to release her juices. Her nails dug into my back, as her
thighs wrapped tighter around my torso. Her orgasm lasted for almost a
minute and she kept moaning through out. Finally she collapsed dead
tired. She was breathless. After a minute she regained her composure.
She said, " Oh Papa ! Now its your turn for pleasure "
I said, " No Anuradha, I should not ejaculate into your cunt. I dont
want you to get pregnant. I think that you better suck my organ and let
me ejaculate my semen in your mouth "
She replied, " Later Papa. Now I want you to ejaculate into my vagina.
You wanted me. You wanted your daughter's body. Now you have my body.
Enjoy me. Take your pleasure from my body. I want to feel my strong
Papa's fertile seeeds shooting through my womb. Dont worry Papa, I shall
have birth-control pills from tomorrow. But tonight, I want you to have
your pleasure in my vagina and fill me up "
So saying she gripped my cock, with her strong vaginal muscles and again
started thrusting her cunt on my penis. I felt heavenly and knew I
could not last. Finally, my own orgasm burst. I slammed my cock into my
daughter's cunt with all my might, for one last time and began
ejaculating my semen, deep into her cunt. I finally collapsed on my
daughter. She wrapped her arms around me and hugged me.
She whispered, " Papa, are you happy now ? Is this not, what you wanted ?
To ejaculate your seeds into your own daughter's vagina ? "
I said, " Yes, Darling. You were wonderful. What a fantastic cunt you
have ! It just sucked out my cock like a vacuum pump ! I really enjoyed "
She said, " Papa, I hope this is the last time, that you are doing this
to me. I am your daughter. What will happen, if people come to know ! "
I replied, " Anuradha dont be silly. You enjoyed my cock, as much as I
enjoyed your cunt. You are a widow. But, you are also a healthy young
girl, whose cunt regularly needs satisfaction, from a strong cock. So,
from tonight, I will not only be your father, but also your lover, who
will fuck you regularly and keep your amazing cunt satisfied. You will
be my daughter and my mistress. So whenever, you want to get fucked,
just call me "
She said, " But Papa, what about our neighbours and my children ? I am
worried ! "
I mischieviously replied, " Anu, For the neighbours, we will be what we
are. A widowed daughter, being taken care of, by her own father. Your
children are too small for them to know anything. And anyway, put them
to sleep in their rooms and then come here to my bed every night. Then
we can fuck late into the nights. So everything would be OK. Dont worry !
OK ? Do you agree to be my mistress "
She shyly replied, " OK Papa "
I pushed two of my fingers into my daughter's slushy, semen filled cunt
and said, " Good. Now my lovely little daughter cum mistress, from
tonight - your young and tender body is for my pleasure. Your daddy's
pleasure. So, from tonight, no shaving. I want to see thick hair, not
only on your tight cunt, but also in your arm-pits, anus and legs. Thats
how I want my mistress. All hairy. For my personal pleasure. OK ? And
later, on another night, I want to push my cock and pour my seeds into
your anal hole too ! "
She shyly replied, " OK Papa, if that is how you want me - all hairy - I
shall grow hair all over my body, for your pleasure. Do, whatever you
want with my body and take your pleasure. I am your own daughter, after
all !!!
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